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Written on: Sunday, September 16, 2012 Time: 11:54 AM
If you're reading this I'll be glade.
Now we are friends, the happy moments we had together are hard to forget.
You say I'm not the one you are looking for, but as time comes yes? That you have to see for your own.
I had this picture in my wallet and the back of my cards too because you're special and gave me the courage to push myself as a better person. I do miss you still and even if times flies I'll miss you still. Will we be together in future let nature takes it course, but I do have confident you won't see me the way how I am last time again.
Yes it takes time to heal.
But all gifts and photos were never threw away, except the toys...
They may mean nothing right now to you... But I all means something to me.
You always say "Huh. I give the some thing that are not useful."
I tell you no uh they mean something to me uh.
I really means some thing to me right now.
I listen to the music box you gave me. The tune inside was "Itsy Bitsy Spider".
In this tune, you told me the story of no matter how hard is it to archive your goal, you never stop doing it till you get there if you fall again and again.
Now, it all means so clear to me... I kept lose you again and again.
This time round I should go the other way. Even thought it's late now...
I may not have good words coming out from my mouth but I show how I loved you. That time round yes I didn't did my part. I fucked up...
Now you had your hands off me already. Yes you are no one to help me, but you're once someone I helped you too even though its a minor part which you think I had did. Yes you did helped me a lot... but you do not have to say you're nobody to me to help me... I see something in you that why I kept clenching on to you... But this time round I only could help my own...
When you left me, I thought to myself... where can I find someone like you with this specialty that's in you? I felt alone and miserable...
Even when I went to Universal Studio Singapore yesterday, I am alone... I felt extremely lost and down...
It's not I do not have friends, is just I don't have people to talk my feelings out with other than you. It may sound lame and nonsense and the world is like only you are the one I have to talk with left... But is what I share with you about most I could say...
So right now what I have now I clean up myself.
Lets start a new and we'll see again. :) Just remember this:
I would want to be the one to hold your hand and guide you and not others holding on to your hand and guide you.
I love you.
Reduce from what we were before...
Written on: Sunday, September 16, 2012 Time: 11:54 AM
If you're reading this I'll be glade.
Now we are friends, the happy moments we had together are hard to forget.
You say I'm not the one you are looking for, but as time comes yes? That you have to see for your own.
I had this picture in my wallet and the back of my cards too because you're special and gave me the courage to push myself as a better person. I do miss you still and even if times flies I'll miss you still. Will we be together in future let nature takes it course, but I do have confident you won't see me the way how I am last time again.
Yes it takes time to heal.
But all gifts and photos were never threw away, except the toys...
They may mean nothing right now to you... But I all means something to me.
You always say "Huh. I give the some thing that are not useful."
I tell you no uh they mean something to me uh.
I really means some thing to me right now.
I listen to the music box you gave me. The tune inside was "Itsy Bitsy Spider".
In this tune, you told me the story of no matter how hard is it to archive your goal, you never stop doing it till you get there if you fall again and again.
Now, it all means so clear to me... I kept lose you again and again.
This time round I should go the other way. Even thought it's late now...
I may not have good words coming out from my mouth but I show how I loved you. That time round yes I didn't did my part. I fucked up...
Now you had your hands off me already. Yes you are no one to help me, but you're once someone I helped you too even though its a minor part which you think I had did. Yes you did helped me a lot... but you do not have to say you're nobody to me to help me... I see something in you that why I kept clenching on to you... But this time round I only could help my own...
When you left me, I thought to myself... where can I find someone like you with this specialty that's in you? I felt alone and miserable...
Even when I went to Universal Studio Singapore yesterday, I am alone... I felt extremely lost and down...
It's not I do not have friends, is just I don't have people to talk my feelings out with other than you. It may sound lame and nonsense and the world is like only you are the one I have to talk with left... But is what I share with you about most I could say...
So right now what I have now I clean up myself.
Lets start a new and we'll see again. :) Just remember this:
I would want to be the one to hold your hand and guide you and not others holding on to your hand and guide you.
