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What was the thought of 2010 for me?
Written on: Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Time: 11:51 AM

When 2010 started, I think it would be a boring year and meaningless one.
It's like drinking a glass of watter and nothing left in the glass. In 2009.
In 2010 I thought that would be the end of me getting into army and get into higher nitec.
But I don't not want to waste any more time.
Because of unachievable grade point average, appealing into poly is a straight decline.
Thought it would be the last of me.
Wanting to get into the course I desire I never thought of getting into a private school.
As I'd haven't had my hands on my own drawings for 2 years, I'd was afraid that I couldn't make it.
My buddy Xin Mei had the minimum requirement but I pity her because of her family problems that spoil her chance of getting in.
Had the admission test date and sat for the test.
When after I received the letter, I never expected I was selected.

Time flies from the first day of school till now, the year 2011.
I got a grade that I never expected that I'll get.
When somethings hit me in mind from the words that everyone tells me.

- You're talented Jun Kai
- You can do it, just believe yourself and nothing else
- Put in more effort and you'll find the path you're at
- People take one time to get into their head, you need take 2 or 3 times into yours.

Out of everything, I still believe in myself.
Because it's where I always had that in mind I CAN DO IT!

And I met someone that I never expected to be more than a friend to me.
Her principles taught me how to look beyond imperfections sometimes, the pride of fighting for your rights, view on certain things not only from the simple view and the human mentality view but out of the box of what the negative once that you always thought of is not, being who and what I am when I was afraid to express my feeling.

I'm not perfect.
You're not perfect.
But we are when we are as one.

She's like a Da Vinci to me that I had to take time to solve. :)