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I'm never good enough.
Written on: Thursday, September 2, 2010
Time: 10:53 PM

At times my love, friends and people will ask me why you got to get home before 12 am. I feel very down. Today i'll just say everything out.

Is not that I have curfew.
Is just that I have my family member thats cares me.
Every time when I come home late, they'll not sleep before I get home or they can't sleep well.
Many times I feel that I'm selfish...
Many times I wish that I can be with you with no boundaries...
Many times I feel like shouting at my parents that I'm big enough...

Daddy has high blood pressure, I didn't want to make him angry.
Mummy need help at home, she got lots of thing to do after back work at home.

At times I feel like shouting and say I've grown up.
But I can't disrespect them...

I make an effort and not even to try to make you happy. I know that i'm never good enough.