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Will I be happy?
Written on: Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Time: 7:26 PM

Last night receive sms from you, and you ask me that question which is hard for me to tell you.
Yes I would go back to you if you said it earlier, but then now I got no feelings any more.
No is because I've always giving the thing and time all in you that you didn't get what I was trying to hint to you when we were separate.
I'm not going to talk about it anymore, just try to get my meaning you know.
And ya don't get to over too much about yesterday.
Let's just be friend Okay?
If you cry last night I say sorry. :(

But things have to move on.
My life has just started a brand new one.

And sometimes sharing with my family somethings when dad will suddenly say: "Will I ever even have the chance to get to see my son married?"
And I know dad got a kind of sickness which he didn't want to tell me and my sister.
Mum getting forgetful of things that we just said or where she left her thing.
I just want to hope that Dad and Mum won't have any sickness, but people gets old and things like this happens.
Maybe I should love them even more. Especially Dad.
Dad has been supporting the family for many years and I didn't even give him presents for his birthday at all.

I should make this year a good one. And next week is mum's birthday I should treat the family for dinner i guess.

How I wish that everything is perfect but it can't be...