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I'm Sorry for what i did... I know you wouldn't accept it.
Written on: Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Time: 12:45 PM

Last night I didn't really slept well.
I was keep thinking if i where to made this choice is right.
Infect it turn worse.
I lose you as a friend.
And I don't think she really want to be friends any more.
I'm not playing you.
Is that... two clashes at once.
I'm so messed up.
I told you everything just now.
Then i know you are crying but you didn't want to say.
I hate myself a lot now.
For not making clear decision.
I know i'm the one who started it.
But then we haven't meet and we just knew each other for 2 weeks.
That's why I told you I can't be confirm yet.
I'm not blaming you. But me for starting all this.
I told you all that in the morning just to stop our feelings for getting too deep.

I don't want to hurt any more girls that I knew online.
Ignore to know me. I just Hurt you...

I feel like killing myself now every time sad things just lie a head of me.
I'm never a happy guy.
I mean ya ya I say all this is just for the sick of people care, but no i do really feel like one.
If you meet me one day in school just slap me at the face. I'm okay with it. I DESERVED IT.

Where do I Start again?